_call it Philophobia;

Friday, April 28, 2006

Ok.. haha.. juz another day.. oopsie. Nope.. Juz now sat for Prelims.. Eng P1.. and SS.. HAiz... dun wanna talk abt it.. eng was ok.. but.. SS... kinda a big disappointment. Idiot. But nvm. Hmm.. after papers.. went to canteen to eat.. haha.. with Aqid and Gerald.. talked abt Mt.. as usual.. cant finish food. Haiz.. Hmm.. den.. went to 4th level.. with Aqid.. to do MT.. Gerald went for Mt oral. Hmm.. talked crap with Aqid.. wanna do Malay.. however.. in the end.. talked nonsense. Lost mood. Soon Gerald msged me.. and wanted to cum up.. and join us. So happy. =D .. haha. Den.. talked crap .. den played truth or dare.. haiz..im the first one to kena seh. Haha..wel... WAD A QN TO ASK, AQIDAH. Haha.. well.. lazy to write wad happened.. so paiseh to write abt it anyway. Haha..den 2.38 went for Mt. SAd to leave Gerald behind.. but.. still got to do Mt. In the lab... worse. Our boredom is very contageous. Spread the disease to Shyaq. Haha.. do taggin here and there.. and emailed each other.. Aqid la. Start first. Hahaha.. Den.. bout.. 5.50pm Mr Asmadi released us.. went Macs.. as usual.. haha.. talked mroe crap.. i dunno y.. But today.. i felt so so so so happy. I dunno y. Maybe.. it's becoz of.......... Him*? I dunno. As i said, i'm afraid to tell the truth. As well as.. to know the truth.

Love??
Friendship??
I dunno.
Seriously, i dun.

Sometimes.. his* presense made me happy. Sometimes.. his* presense reminds me of the past..
I hope.. the day will cum.. where.. things culd settle in the rite place. Yeah. I saw a ray of light. I dunno whether it's hope. Or is it juz totally an illusion that i'm supposed to believe in?

Trusting the voice within...

-& i leave you @ 20:35 :)