_call it Philophobia;

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Yea. As u guys expected, 11 June. Hah. I dunno whether to be sad or.. happy. Bleah. Well. Time now is.. 10.03pm. And Dear* still havent msg me. Nvm lah. Haiz. Maybe he will later part of the nite. Should understand.

Haiz. So today.. ok lah. Nth much happened. Went compass with mum. Thought of going town for shopping. But dunno y i felt like changing mind. Dunno lah. Today in the morning... My MOOD IS OFF. I dunno y. I juz felt that sum things are not right. Argh. I dunno. Maybe skool starts tmr? But i'm happy. Coz i culd meet my frends once again. But then.. i still feel sumthing IS wrong. Till NOW. Darn. I dunno lah. So.. today when compass point with mum and bro. Shop like hell. Kinda vent my frustration? Or i shall say.. forget everything wads in my head? Mum culd see that. But she herself cant say anything. Coz.. i'm forcing myself to smile today. Went pizza hut to eat. Cracked sum jokes with both of them. Just to make sure i dun make it obvious that i'm feeling moody. Argh! den shop summore. Till stomache. Hahas.

Guess waD? Dear* juz msged me. Plane juz landed. Thank God. Haiz. But stil.. i dunno y i'm feeling kinda bleah. Bad mood? I dunno lah!!!!! I hope when i wake up tmr.. things will be ALRITE. yeah. and i mean it. A-L-R-I-T-E. Dang! Ok ok. Now i'm feeling.. weird. ARgh! WAdeva s*** it is, i think i gonna sleep soon.

MrG and MsA
Finally, u're back.

No way history gonna repeat itself.
I've promised myself that if it were to repeat,
love and defeat will not be in my dictionary.

BSS,here i cum!

-& i leave you @ 22:05 :)