_call it Philophobia;

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Firstly, i admit. Yeah. It's been about.. centuries since i've blogged. So sorry. Was too busy. Ok. Wanna listen to a story? Come. Here it goes...

Today was juz another dry prelim-mood day for me. After killing my brain cells on Math Paper 2, i asked him where we ought to go. He said anything. I said ok. Sure. Go home. So we took 24. When it comes to my stop.. i began to wonder. Can i extend the journey? Then we decided to stop at Ang Mo Kio Interchange. Cool huh? (: So.. when we reached the interchange.. it's about.. 11.30am. Still early, i thought. So.. we looked at the list of buses.. heading to which part of Singapore. So.. den.. both of us caught a glance at bus 24 again, this time heading to Changi Airport. I dunno why i got this idea of going to the airport. So.. silly us, we took the bus to the airport. FOR FUN. It was a very long journey. And i mean it. It took us about..1 hour plus there. So.. we reached.. Terminal 2. The journey was tiring, sleepy and hot. Our seat is like piping hot. (: So.. when we reached there.. i was simply taken aback.. i didnt knw that the airport changed so much.. Well.. it's been a long long time since i stepped there. So.. he brought me to different parts of the airport.. while we were walking.. we kinda talked bout some stuffs that i find it so.. touching and.. i dunno why... makes me love him even more. So.. we looked at Sakae Sushi.. and more stuffs.. Den.. i asked him where is the place that i can view the planes. So there he were, holding my right hand, leading me to the Viewing Mall. When we reached there, i was so shocked by the space. It looked kinda smaller than the last time i saw it.. so there we were.. looking at two planes. How i wish i could travel as much as he do. But.. maybe i was not as lucky as him. But no matter wad, i will be travellin arnd the world one day. So.. i told him bout some of my experiences.. and kinda shared my past.. it was a very sweet moment indeed. I wanted to shed some tears.. and juz wanna give him a hug. But eventually, my conscience stopped me. I dunno y. So.. once again.. he took my hand and lead me arnd.. All the way through exploring the terminals.. i felt.. weird. I felt like as if he really love me than wad i thought all this while. Phoebia will be a phoebia. But.. in his love.. i dunno y. He may not be able to wipe away my sorrows. But he changed my sorrows to happiness. That is wad i think some guys cant do. After the whole journey at the airport.. we headed back home by train. As i took every single step home..i realized.. i'm taking every single step closer to him than any guy before. I looked out of the train and looked at him. I smiled and turned away.. This was wad my heart says..

" If he belongs to u, he will return every single time we part. If he smiles whenever he looked at u, we're always be in love. "

It may sound mushy.. but that was wad exactly my heart says.

Him? He's none other than my Gerald.

THE END.

It was not a Happy-Ever-After ending.. but it was juz another episode of our love story.

-& i leave you @ 18:12 :)