_call it Philophobia;

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

so now here i am, writing down my thoughts and opinins for the day. okay. maybe not for just today. for like.. a month ago? haha. well. everything goes on fine. nothing much. RP's doing fine. im coping well in here. but then. aiyoh. still miss my secondary school frends. really miss them alot lah. haha. sumtimes.. the topics in RP made me think of them. really. as in.. really think of those stupid funy moments we had in secondary school. haha. let me list down those sweethearts whom i really miss. PAPA, AQIDO, HAREEZ and SUDONO. haha. these are the wanted people!! haha. really. hais. ok. guess wad? im in sch now. sch juz ended. and now.. i decided to blog before leaving. haha. (: was too busy to blog these few days.

well.. hmm. gerald? ok lah. things got settled alrd. but stil, time will know what will happen next.
well.. sumtimes.. i dunno y.. i got angry with him due to the stuffs he'd done. but.. he's part of my life. i mean. face the fact. 80% of my time is his. well. besides family time lah. hais. i dunno lah. i dun wanna let him go but den.. aiyoh. dunno. gonna be our 1 year anniversary soon. i hope nothing much worse will happen. really. im praying hard i tell u. hais. but still.. nvm. i still got that little strength to carry on. & i hope that strengh will help me out in a way or so.

besides that, nothing much hapening.. wel.. my frends in RP really rocked my world at times. haha. esp CLARIS, SHIMAH, EDMOND, JUSTIN, LIONEL,JIA WEI, FIN and maybe.. hmm.. ? hahahaha. damn joker. hahhaa. wokay. well. haha. shall stop here, wokay? shall updat enext time, haha. till then. (:

-& i leave you @ 16:48 :)