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Tuesday, November 06, 2007

like finally i got lotssa things to blog about. ok, so here goes!

friday, 2nd november 2007
haha. went for aqidah's concert at tp!! wuhuuu..!! she looks great while playing! hhaha. wow. didnt knw that she still hold on to the skil she have uh. hahaha. i feel proud and happy for her! really.! esp seeing her and kadri up on stage playin the piece together. isnt that lovely? hahha. before that shyaq fetch me from home and well, went tp together. cause seriously, i dunno how to go there by myself, frm serangoon. haah! (: i only played arnd woodlands. hahaha. (: yeah. so, i wore a green and white dress that i bought from forever 21. (: nice. preety preety dress. haha. yeah. gerald came slightly later cause he got some CIP thingy. and after the concert, we thought of taking photos with kadri and aqidah. but see her so happy happy take photos with others and well.. seems like it's her nite! hahha. so, we decided not to disturb her. haha! in the end, shyaq, me and gerald took photos. and we proceed home. as some of u read shyaw's blog, yeah. we played this game. hahaha. the silent game. lol. and guees wad? well, i've lost. hahahah!! (: nvm. u al knew i cant keep quiet rite? den still wanna play! aiyoh. hahha. overall, the evening was great. (:

saturday, 3th november 2007
went for RP's amazing race!! whoah. we came out with a tam of 3. haha. fione, me and shimah. we reach skool and registered. they said flagoff at 10am, but report at 9.50am. so, we got sometime left, we went library to play xbox360. (: hahha. fun! hahha. den, when we report back at 9.50, they say the flagoff alrd. no wonder no one there alrd. aiyoh. hais. bad instruction they gave us. hahaha. but nvm. they whole thing was very inetersting lah. haha. i dun think i wanna type everything here. hahah.but, i tell u where we went. we went first to punggol end, den changi airport, den vivocity, den clarke quay, den amk and then yishun. actually got 1 more to go. queenstown. but the race ended when we reached yishun. so, we went back. haha. at least we were not last. we were the 9 out og 29 team. not bad uh! hahhaha.! after that, we went back skool for dinner and prize giving. shimah and i bathe at the sports complex. so, at least we feel rejuvenated. hahah! (: after everything over, i asked dad to fetch me hahha. lazy go back uh. hahaha. so, i ate sandwich in the car. hahha. still hungry. dunno why! hahaha. i guess i burned alot of energy uh. hahhaa. yeah. thats all for the amazing race. went i reached home, my uncle came over to our hse for hari raya visiting. seriously, i cnt feel the hari raya mood alrd. hais. time passed by so fast! ahaha. and after that, my whole family went to cousinhse at sengkang for gathering. i didnt follow. instead, i hit the sack. so shagggg!

sunday, 4th november 2007
went out with leo, edwin, trupti and shu kang! hahahhahaha. fun like heaven! hahhaa. i miss then oh-so-much! hahha. we went to watch movie. the game plan. haha. the one with the rock and the small kid. hahhaa. funy! hahha. but in the end, i cried. ugh. hahaha. beside leo somemore! ahhaha, paiseh seh. hahah. trupti best! hahha. after sad sad, she can continue eat popcorn seh! hahha. wah lau. hahahhaha. i down there like.. "WOW". hahhaa. after movie, walk walk arnd PS. den. we went to istana park, opposite PS, to take photos! hahahhaa. after that, we went home. we took like.. 77 photos. hahaha. nice seh. now trupti sending me the photos. the folder is so so so so humongous. hahhaha. will show u guys the photos!! overall, i love the outing. hahah. same ol us. (:

monday, 5th november 2007
nth much, slack at home alone. haha. watch hindi movies, since there is a preview on it. star gold. hahhaa. yeah. cook my own lunch. and yeah. nth much. (:

today, 6th november 2007
haha. went out with EO, eliz, ZQ, makoto and shawn to suntec. hahaha. funny funny funny! EO so sweet uh. hahaha. well, hahha. nvm lah eh. dun have to say it here. i also paiseh later. hahha. anw, just wanna thank him for wad he did. hahaha. (: yeah. we watched "the seeker". wah. dark vs the light. nice one! its a must watch. hahha. den took neoprint. hahha. EO suggested it. and we laughed and hahaha well, we took it. ahaha. the machine was so so corrupted. haha. in the end, we have a free take on the other machine. hahaha. fun lah these ppl. well, the wrkshp was alrite. hahahaha!! (: den. went home. now, here i am, blogging! hahhahaa. LOLS. told u got a lot to update. hahaha.!

and i got one more thing. to say. well, i dunno whether it wil be appropriate to say it here. but, i wunt say it drirectly lah. but.. those who gets it, den they knw. those who doesnt, nvm lah eh.

1 year and 5 months was long enough for us to get to knw each other, for now. even though things wont be the same again, i knew, that there will always be room for improvement. im not saying that my love for u fades. but, i just need time for u to get things settle between u and ur family. i dun want to put pressure on u, after so much that has happened. i took my leave and decided to give u fresh air to breathe, so that u can reflect wad u have done and see wad is right and wrong. also, to think abt how much u have knwn me. im sorry to leave u at this time. however, i think it's the best for both of us. i knw each and everyone is unique. but sometimes, it's difficult to explain things to u. gerald, im sorry. i can guarantee u this. in my heart, until now, there is a place for u. not much, but at least, just for u. we might find a place in this world someday. but at least for now, i gotta go my own way..

yeah. thats it for now. so, pictures! hahaha. these are the non-edited one uh. edited ones will be at my frendster. LOL. hahha. late alrd. dun wanna edit now. ok. so here goes the pics!