_call it Philophobia;

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

today.. i mean.. these few days i've not been blogging.. becoz of some reasons.. firstly..im so busy with my skool stuffs..den.. im like having difficulties in coping with studies.. haiz.. secondly.. :( .. melvin ho.. my beloved junior.. my beloved band junior.. passed away... 22012006. im so sad. damn sad. im liek so mentally tired and stuff.. i juz cant bear seeing him go away.. but wad can i say? God called for him.. juz now..went to his wake.. with the band members.. and mdm neo. den saw mr chin.. when we were on our way there, i dun really feel the saddness... as i dun want to be so sad and u knw.. make things worse..i told myself to be strong.. den.. in the morning.. mrs ong told us that we shud learn from him.. indeed, melvin was a strong boy. he battled his life through. till the end. im so proud of him. den we wrote something abt him.. and compiled it as one to gif to his family. we even gave him his barrey and the souveniers that he suppose to get and see. den.. went we reach there.. i told myself to be strong.. and saw mr chin.. he was there alrd. den.. we sat down.. and watch a clip.. it was so touching. n suddenly.. i miss him sooo much. den.. we made a decision to see him. and there he was. in the coffin. he grew taller. and the saddest thing was.. he was wearing our BARTLEY MILITARY BAND UNIFORM. thats where i lost my courage and shed my tears once again. its so sad lah. so.. i hope.. he can rest in peace now. And im sure he's safe in the hands of god. and i hope.. the sun can shine on bmb again.. and wipeoff our sorrow. im sure melvin will do that too.

memories of u.. 22 january 2006

u're the only one. the strongest.

-& i leave you @ 20:51 :)