_call it Philophobia;

Sunday, April 30, 2006

29 April.

Hmm.. well.. didnt do much. Went for MT lessons in the morning. ORAL. Dammit. I knew i'm like so dead. Pakat with Aqidah to cum abit late. Haha.. cher ask to cum at 8am. But we came at 9.15. Joke? Nah. It's true. We even saw Cecilia and Maria went home. Bet their turn was over. Haha.. den.. came in clas.. saw sum of them.. still in there. Haha.. so.. kinda do sum malay stuffs.. and den.. slept with aqidah.. so.. when we woke up.. left only me, aqid, and sum 4N students. Argh. My heart pounding hard. Like crazy. Den.. my turn. Shit. Reading was ok. The conversation.. was.. HORRIBLE. It's a disaster. I cant even ans most of the qn. Cher said i was too touchy. Hahhaha. Laughed til my stomach hurts. Den.. aqid's turn. Cher say.. dun contaminate aqid with my cant-ans-your-question-thingy. So.. there she goes. Went in.. haha. God knws wad happened. Haha.. den.. After oral.. kinda waited for Gerald to finish his class. Soon.. after he finished.. went to kovan awhile.. aqid hungry.. so.. accompanied her. Gerald followed too. Bet he's bored. HAha. Den.. went home..with aqid.. Dad's not in. Went out. Left with mum and bro. Felt so tired in the afternoon. Slept awhile. Woke up about.. 5+ ..den dad came back.. and asked us to get ready to go out. Watch football. Singapore Vs Perlis. Ok la. Not that bad.. as usual. I'm hungry. So.. in the end. Singapore 3. Perlis 2. Nice. Wasn't really paying attention to Gerald's msges the whole nite. Was busy with bro and football. Nice. Haha.. den.. Gerald said sumthing.. which really made me change my mood. I knew wad he's trying to say. However.. his approached.. kinda.. made me feel weird. Different from other guys. So.. i decided.. to tell him to take it slow first. * If u get what i wrote, you knew wad i meant * So.. kinda dropped the subject. Talk about other things. Den. Told Aqid about it. Indeed she's happy for me. However. I need to meet her. And kinda.. tell her how i felt. Haiz. Thank God for having a frend like Aqidah. Sisters forever huh? Haha. Suree. Comrade since sec1. Nice.. So... for the whole nite.. Gerald accompanied me thru. Went home abt..10.50pm.. Abt 12+ .. he wanted to sleep. So let him be. I slept about 2+ am. Cant sleep. Mind was sumwhere else. Prelims, things to do, myself and him*. Haiz. Nvm lah. Read a book on egyptians. Love it. I dunno y.. reading abt the things i love since childhood made me.. HAPPY and FORGET abt the things that's playing in my head. So.. in the end... i knocked out arnd.. 2.15 am? With my pooh bear beside me, hp far from my bed, with my book open in front of me. Woke up in the morning. Had breakfast. And here i am..... recalling what happened yesterday..............

-& i leave you @ 10:01 :)