_call it Philophobia;

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Alrite.. it's been abt.. 4 days since i've blogged. However.. this time.. i wunt say anything yet.. i wuld like to begin this post with the lyrics of Mariah Carey, Hero.

" Hero "
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

[Chorus:]
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

[Chorus]

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

[Chorus]

Yeah.. so that is it.. guess wad..? Last Mon till yesterday (wed) , has been a touching moment for me. I dunno wad u call it. But seriously, i call it madness. Tell me when can u cry with the other Sec4s graduating classes? Cry together, share ur family backgrounds, share the sorrow and pain u had all this while, till now.. the stress u going thru.. and.. the bitterness of ur life? In my life.. i never came across this situation.. where.. i culd see a big family.. coming together.. to do sum soul-searching once again. I culdnt really descibe wad it is, actually. But imagine. Imagine u cry together, u sob together and cry together.. share ur joy, laughter and happiness together with the frends arnd u, be it classmates or wadeva. It's really touching. Yeah. Let me admit. I cried hard. But i dun wail, of coz. But.. that moment..that special moment.. i culd feel the burning motivation of the graduating classes.. In this modern world, who dare to go up to their parents everyday, to say those 3 magical and powerful words to them? Can u say it? I LOVE U,Mum,DAd. If u can.. i'm proud. Coz.. i started to do that.. 2 days ago..
This was what happened from Mon to Wed.. we had this motivational camp.. conducted by outside trainers.. It was so motivational.. till.. u can feel the different atmosphere between the AVA and the world outside. I dunt want to describe anything here, coz i knew that these precious moments can only be described thru the heart. The ppl hu attended this camp knew wad we went thru. And i hope.. we all culd cherish every single moment that we had together, as frends, classmates and... a big family in Bartley Sec Sch.

Special thanks to Mr Ramesh, Mr Danny, Mr Wayne and the music man, Mr Chuan Lay. You guys really touched my life. Thank you. Not to mention the teachers hu made this camp a success. To all out there.. and those reading this blog of mine.. Live live to the fullest. I'm sure.. there's a ray of light and hope.. in every path u take. God Bless.

Love,
Nur Afifah-*

-& i leave you @ 15:06 :)