_call it Philophobia;

Friday, December 29, 2006

ok.. yeah. been a while since i've blogged. hmm.. lets start with last tuesday, 26 dec. day after x'mas. well.. went out with dear. we went to.. town..watch a movie. the holiday. haha. nice show. (: we went to the cathay orchard. (: den.. had dinner at long john silver. and then proceed home. i love the outing.. haha coz dear really did lots and lots of bloopers. for example, he said.. "eh. i think my heart attack is coming" after he siad that, i think i really pity those ppl hu passed away due to heart attack. (no offence) cause.. if u knw ur heart attack coming, u can do sumthing bout it rite? haha. where got ppl knw their heart attack coming? as in.. it comes suddenly, rite? haha. lol. yeah. den.. we kinda played arnd at the serangoon interchange. chase arnd.. haha. fun lah. not many ppl.. coz.. its alrd at nite. haha. (: feel the childishness. lol. yeah. den went home. thanks dear, for sending me, even though we were still mad and insane. (:

ok. wed 27dec. WORK. haha. reached Rockery at arnd 7. shop havent open. yeah. it did abt 7.15. booked out at 12.30 on that day and then proceeded to band in sch. haha. fun lah. play my trombone again! haha. i dunno y, i think mr choy is cute lah. haha. as wad aqidah say.. "u crazy? u like mr choy?" hahha. im like. lol. no. admire only. esp his accent. (: .. yeah.. den.. kadri fetch aqid and dear fetched me. suppsoe to go to compass for qyuick makan session. but.. i cant make it last minute.. coz.. its kinda time consuming. den.. dear and i decided to go serangoon MacD. after that, guess hu we saw. MR AW. yeah. band conductor. i was like. hmph. haha. didnt he have to go home after the band prac or sumthing? y muz go there? haha. yeah. he was with sunarto and derrick. so, finally our secret is out. Mr Aw eventually knew i had a chinese bf. haha. after that, proceeded home. (:

now, thurs 28dec. met up with dear again. i dunno y, but i miss him so much. coz.. its been a long time since we met the last 2 weeks? yeah. went compass to look arnd. and we ate at pizza hut. walk arnd.. talk.. slowly had our meal.. den.. jzu talk abt our relationship. it was a relaxing outing. coz.. its juz the both of us. going out casually to a shopping mall. not town or anywhere far. spend abt an hour or so at pizza hut. had our chat, our pizza and laughter. (: after that, went to dear's hse. ok. his hse was like.. wow. so big. 2 levels. ok. haha. went up to second level of his hse and went to his room. goodness. he need lots of spring cleaning time. haha. he gonna shift to a condo at kovan melody soon, so.. gues.. the got tons of work to do. (: yeah.. den after going dear's hse.. went home lah. was raining heavily. ahah. when reach home.. mum was relaxing.. and she took out a present from her pffice which she bought for her staffs. well.. that was the extras, so.. she ask me gave it to dear.

so today! 29dec. went WORK. suppose to book out at 12.30, but too many customers. book out at 2. yeah. den meet up with aqid at sing post MacD and proceed to band. saw Mr Choy. again, i melted. ahha. cute lah. haha. den.. went to serangoon MacD to talk to aqidah bout sum stuffs. den dear wanted to meet up. so we did. yeah. i think thats all. too tired. busy with my own schdule. haiz. wish i culd have the whole day to sleep. but tmr meeting aqid and nurul at hougang mall. for tutorial for nurul. haha. so.. i think i wanna sleep slightly early. gonna meet up at 10am tmr. yeah. till then, waiting for dear to call me. (: nite!!

-& i leave you @ 21:16 :)

Saturday, December 23, 2006

there are a few things that i wanna update. but. haha. lazy. haha. yup. lazy. purely lazy. haha. ok. today..hmm.. sat. went off for work at 7 am. yeah. (: sadly, cant get the same shift as aqidah. ok. thats's sad. so.. finish arnd 12? oh ya. dear came and pop by at my workplace. seriously, that's so sweet of u,dear. well.. i kinda got this stupid sun burn on my face esp my cheeks. due to the swimming session. ahaha. den dear juz drop by and then.. gave me a sun burn cream that he bought b4 coming. haha. swit. thanks huh. he then headed for his workplace. ((: yeah.. den.. after work i headed home. helped mum with hsewrk. [ok. sounds innocent of me] but hey. i HELPED. (: haha. yeah. kinda bored nw lah. dear working. so i guess.. i have to look forward for my couin's engagement tmr. haha. yippe. (: cant wait to dress up. till then.

-& i leave you @ 17:45 :)

Monday, December 18, 2006

wokie. here i cum again. well at least there's sumthing to update. haha. hmm.. today went for band. cool man. hahaha. really missed my trombone!! arggh! haha. but luckily i managed to touch it, feel it, kiss it, hug it.. (do i sond that pervertic?) haha! yup.. and did play the set piece for next year's SYF. haha. taught deana sum stuffs in music. (: really had fun with her. haha. den.. after that dear came to fetch me. sumhow or rather i managed to drag aqidah along. cause.. its not so good to leave her juz like that, even though its with dear. of coz dear wunt mind. afterall, she's our "daughter". haha. hmm.. zoomed to macD at SP. ahah. had a very enjoyable meal together. haha. love that. (: den we went walking back to the bus stop and headed to CP. hmm. hgahah. on our way... dear saw an ad on part time job on this small cafe. wel.. i dunno whether to call it cafe. ahgahah. cause.. i dunno how to describe it~! hahha. yeah.. den we took a look and ask the guy who need the assistant. and yeah. we found out that it was worth it and yeah! we wanna got here tmr and try to get the job. (: at least i will do sumthing than rottin at home! haha. hmm.. yeah.. den we went to CP. goodness. i wunt talk much here. but.. here are sum bloopers that dear, me and aqidah made when we were there.. :

1) at a cd shop....
aqid: eh! thats casper!
fifah: *i can see that*
aqid: and erm.. wendy.
fifah: wendy? x/

2) at cold storage......
fifah: aqid! is this free? (pointing at a recycling bag outside the cold storage)
aqid: ya ya! i think its free!
fifah: eh. take ar!
aqid: arh! take lah.!
fifah:[ saw a price tag. $9.90.] eh!! ya free!!
aqid: hahahahahhahaahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahahahah!!

3) aqid yawn.
fifah saw and she yawns.
gerald saw.. and he covers his mouth.
fifah: y dear?
gerald: prevent myself from yawning.
aqid and fifah: LOL.

4) at cd shop....
fifah: eh! thats polly!
aqid: it is? oh ya! its polly!
fifah: lol?

5) gerald: i sad sia. hmph!
fifah: huh? y?
gerald: that girl in jacket lah!
fifah: wads with that gal?
gerald: she dun let me play with that big control car on display! she keep holding on to it!
fifah: oh gerald!
aqid: [has been listening to the short convo] hahahahahahahha! daddy!!

-& i leave you @ 19:44 :)

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

seriously, i dunno wad to update. been slacking these few weeks. since the end of o levels. haha. yeah. nth much to do.. still trying to get a job. bleah. most probably mum will help me on that. haha! oh ya.. yesterday went swimming with dear. ok lah. haha. fun. first time saw him swim. (: hmm.. tmr going for papa's bbq. at east coast. hope it will be a great one! cant wait to meet my dearest Aqid! (: haha. wanna bully her still. haha. kadri not in singapore. so.. must take this opportunity!! haha. but not too much.. coz dear will be there too! ahhah. ok then. till here. Au revoir!

-& i leave you @ 16:57 :)

Friday, December 01, 2006

ok.. today was my 6th month anniversary with dear. well.. wow. guess time passes by so fast! (: haha.. yup.. and guess wad? haha. we celebrated with the Jam and Hop at Ngee Ann poly. haha. so called free concert. damn, that was totally fun. i did managed to make sum dance moves in front of dear. ahha. well well. wth. haha. oh ya. today had lotzza fun at the camp. goodness, i sang. haha. was touring arnd the mass comm area. haha. tried to record sum stuffs. and i became the singer. dear said it was nice. i was like. yaay. haha. den i became the cameraman awhile. ahahah!! fun sehh! haha. eugene became my partner for that. fun lah, in overall.but hey. it's 11.40pm. very tired. juz came back frm ngee ann. so..guess i gtg.. will update much more some other time. (: nites.

6 months was never easy.
however, i knew that our love was strong.
Gerald & Fi. Love.

-& i leave you @ 23:34 :)