_call it Philophobia;

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

alrite. things went out well today. hmm.. kinda tired.. and my arms are like killing me. well.. im on the phone with dear now, and he's talking rubbish. haha. only God knws wad we were talking abt. LOL. anyway, i accompanied him to cut and dyed his hair today. at first, he looked like a full-time monster, with his hair all long and ugly. haha. but den, after the haircut, haha. damn i cant say anything more or less. cause he looks nice, though. even if it's too short to be considered by me, i think he looked preety good. and then comes the best part. dye hair. haha. he chose a so called natural brown colour. but turn out to be......................... ( ppl, see for urself. ) haha. no comments. hint hint. he looked really like a part-time ah-beng. haha. lol. even if he claim he wanna be a full-time. but still, deep within, i knw he is not that kind of person. if he is, i wuld not have fallen in love with him. (: so.. he's still innocent lah. (: den.. after applying the solution, he kinda had this big, ugly, stupid machine which surrouds his head. it looks like it was playing a loud music for him. juz like a stereo headset. however, when i asked him, all he culd ans is.. "hey. i feel heat. " i sat there, with jaws wide open and deep within i cried for help. he's mad. haha. ok nvm. drop it. so.. ok lah. things went off well. after the salon thingy we went to buy hotdogs. makan time. den proceeded home.

i dunno y, but i think i shud stop asking myself whether he culd be there with me always. cause i knw he will. even though our race may bring us apart one day or so.. but i think.. he culd understand me better than anyone else. gees, i love him alot. haha. well.. many ppl were asking me how's things. in fact, we are still together and things turn out preety well after 7 months ++ . haha. yeah. i didnt knw that it culd be this long. but still, i wunt forget the times we shared together in secondary sch. i hope this is sumthing that i can be proud of when i grow up. a simple realtionship which taught me more bout life. ahah. so, i hope, things will remain the same between us and we try to get along much much better in the days ahead.

it's late now, till then.

i loveyou. that's the reason why. (:
accidentally in love?
i guess.. it still is. (:

-& i leave you @ 22:50 :)