_call it Philophobia;

Thursday, July 12, 2007

these few days things were going on great. ok lah. not so fine either, cause im tired most of the time. hais. bt nvm. yest dear bought me a skirt and a new necklace. yaay-ness. it's been sucha long time since i went "shopping with him". today, he bought me a gingerbread woman ear studs and a pink ring. nice, i tell u. damn gorgeous.

oh ya. at s'goon got this pasar malam thing. haha. dear and i went there and bought candy floss. haha. remind me of the good old days when we were still young then, pleading mum and dad to get those colourful floss. (: yeah.. so.. today went there again, to buy uno card. haha. there's alwys something in his mind. (:

anyway, i dunno why, i shed tears when i was watching jordin sparks's clip during her memorable moment on American Idol. she sang beautifully till my hair stood up. talkign bout singing, there's some1 kinda dun like me to sing. i dunno wads wrong with her. she kinda hurt me in a way. since young, i like to sing, dance and have stupid or i shall say crappy chatters everyday. maybe not so stupid, but good enuff to cheer everyone up. but sometimes, things just dun work out the way it is. yes, i do love to sing and people who knew me alot sang along wif me too. people love to see me sing. i knw i wunt go as far as superstars but at least this voice of mine could bring me SOMEWHERE, i hope. well.. looks like i wunt sing in class anymore. but, i can sing somewhere, where people will appreciate my voice. that is, my home. my family members and gerald. not 2 mention my sec sch frends. they knew i got talent. however, i kinda doubt wad they said. i dunno why. maybe, this singing thing could just... be a passion for me. i hope, 1 day, i will realize my dream. i wish.

-& i leave you @ 23:17 :)