08/05/06
YAAY..!! Today's Mum b'dae..! =) (HAPPY B'DAE, MUM. LOVE YOU.) Hmm.. den.. went to skool in the morning.. nah.. i think it's juz another of those Monday Blues where u culdnt open ur eyes that wide to start lessons. Argh. Den..start off with POA. Did a test on Correction of Errors. Well.. expected.. did quite badly. Haha. Den.. Geog.. had a talk with cher. Told us not to panic during geog paper tmr. Yea.. tmr Geog paper.. and POA paper 1. Hmm.. Den.. after Geog 3 periods of Eng. Kinda do compre.. to build up our skills on paper 2.. Den watch news in class. Haha. Laughed my head off when saw the one on Loo Horror. Oh my gosh. Hhahahha. Den.. out of the sudden.. cikgu popped his head inside our class. Told us abt of results. Most of us flung. Haiz. AFter that.. recess.. ate with Sofia, DAnii, Cherilyn and Carissa. Ok lah. Nth much happened. WEnt back class, with the unpeaceful heart. Worried abt Malay. Den.. it was supposed to be SS period.. but cher took it for math. Hmm.. did sum math in class, with Gerald* sitting beside me. Ok lah. Fun. But still, Malay paper 2 ringing in my head. Darn. Den.. after Math was POA. Did another test on Analysis. Argh. Ok lah. Den.. culdnt went home. Must stay back.. coz cikgu wanna give back our papers to let us see. Ok fine. Here cums the sucky part. I flung the paper. Culd u imagine that?! I'm so so disappointed with myself. After all the practice i've done, this is all i culd afford to get? Haiz. But no matter wad, i will strive harder the next time round. I wanna get back my A2. I dun care. I'm willing to work damn hard for that. Haiz. AFter cikgu left.. i cried. Cried out silently.. for the first time in my entire life, i cried my heart out for my failure of malay paper. Kasidah gave me a hug.. and Aqidah gave me sum encouraging words. Den.. Gerald* came in class and saw my wet cheeks. So.. rushed to the toilet. Lothars was like.. telling him* that i cried.. in chinese.. I'm so.... ARGH. Den.. came back to class.. with red eyes. Aqidah went back to her class.. or sumthing.. den left me with Gerald*, and HAreez. Really pity Hareez. Everyone knew his marks for malay. He did badly. I can see from his eyes that he was so hurt abt it. I told him that we have to move on and prove others wrong. So.. i talked my heart out with Gerald*. He listened to every single word i spoke. Really appreciated. Den.. went to library. But closed. Stock checking. When we went down, Hareez told that our classmates were inside. They were studying one corner. So.. Gerald* and i stayed in class for half an hour b4 goin up again. Talked for awhile.. Den.. well.. went up library.. to study with the rest. Took pictures with him*. Thanks to Shyaq. Haha. So now.. i realized that i at least have a grp of frends.. that cared abt me. =) . Den..went coffeeshop to eat. Dear** ate. But i didnt. So.. sat beside him* and accompany him* eating roti prata with the others. Den.. after that i went home.. haha.. got prepared to go out for dinner.. to Junction 8, Swensens. Mum's bdae.. So.. had a nice dinner with tasty ice-cream. Haha. Happy bout it. So.. now.. gonna do one last revision of Geog and POA. Den wanna sleep. Waiting for dear** too... So.. i guess.. everything was ok.. except for the tears i shed that afternoon. Sigh.
- MrG and MsAHe showed me the way to planet love.