_call it Philophobia;

Monday, June 19, 2006

19/06/06

Ok.. haiz.. again.. 4 days didnt blog.. didnt say busy.. but..kind lazy to do it.. haiz.. well.. my last entry was on the the motivation camp.. well.. the day after everything's over... lesson starts again. Well.. had that motivation lah.. hahas. But den...still cant complete cher's poa hmwerk. Bleah. Sorry cher. Hmm.. yeah. that was wad happened till fri. Friday.. kadri,aqidah me, and dear* went for lunch and window shoppin at plaza singapura. Ok lah. Can say i had fun.. but still.. i dunno y i got this feeling that...................haiz. NVm. Let me continue my story first. Hmm.. ok.. so.. Sat.. stayed at home.. den went out for dinner.. ok lah.. slacked here and there. Sun.. father's day. Wuhuuu... nice. Hahas. Baked choco chips. Today i've brought to skool some.. and...most of them love it! (: Thanks, classmates! (: .. yeah.. so.. today.. classes was like so.... dry.. had poa, eng and mt. ARgh. Kks. Aqidah and i were like so damn bored in MT lesson. Culd have died there. Yea.. den.. after that go makan at long john silver. Ok lah. So full.. went to buy ear studs. Haiz..

Well.. actually im like so damn tired.. and so sian... HAiz.. anyway, wanna end this post by a few words. (:

He assured me that he will be with me whenever he culd.
I used to be afraid of history repeating.
But he kept me close to his heart and let my fears go away.
Even that wunt let me have my peace.
Till one day, he told me how much he love me.
However, deep in my heart..I knew.. I have to trust him.
Maybe not anyone else, but him.
I'm still afraid that this culd be juz another of those sweet dreams.
But he made me realize how much all this means to him.
He even told me this is the real thing.
Now, i dun wanna let things go.
I know we came from different world.
Different race, religion, beliefs.
I dunno how long will it last.
If this story were to end, i hope it will be a happy ending..
Where... the prince and princess will live happily ever after..
Till then, let the future holds.
I'll juz accept things the way it is.
Love u,dear*.

To all my classmates and frends out there...
Hey hey hey!!!
LOVE YOU LOADS.

Twinkle stars.

-& i leave you @ 20:51 :)